June is here soon. Am not prepared for it. Searching through the archives, my self-indulgent persona has always been preoccupied with the most important month of year. Life’s irony as it certainly shines, never did do much to celebrate the day publicly or privately. So really, have no idea why it is so important. Due…
Holding past
On March 3, drafted – The rain must be healing. With three nights of prancing about in a heavy drizzle and today again, it simply brings that needed resolve to start anew in 2009. It is refreshingly settling and shall be construed as a good sign, sans the fact that the wiper blades were useless…
Bend ahead
By the side of the road buildings scrape the sky – he says I love, the feeling flies. Come around, that someone is turning; fire splashing tall. John sighs in the garden of violets. Running through, the lips apart by the side of the road. The way the soul roams. Daylight answers in the dusk…
A.
In turn I broke down, you let go of time, of the hours under stars, within your knitted frown I hear leaves fall as our end shores. High on a wish for a change of mind to roll along a flight on faded longing. To erase this runway, I wish for your other beginning. In…
Let it snow
Cannot sleep. Cannot get any decent sleep. Been two weeks. Been two freaking weeks of lighted nights. Cannot keep my eyes open in the day, cannot close them at night. If only this is just a prose, or an elm street chuckle. This is ticking me off, badly. Mood is not swinging. Swung and stuck….
Long time no sense
He gets bored quickly. Used to be, now is, forever will be. Mom spoke of Dad so ever dearly. Without a pause, least it is now clear where my restlessness rooted from. Though so, am different from him. Dinner for the past 2 months has been shrimp dumplings in soup. Song on single-song-repeat for the…
Understate the rhythm
May. Never paid much attention to the fifth month. Being self-centered, June has always been a fav. 1. Received a few phone calls, went for a few face-to-face, had a cup too many of black lava smoothie, received one offer. Queried the boss, tendered the overdue resignation, sighed deeply twice. One, two, three, and so…
Cozy feeling inside
Had an exhausting week in an extremely long month. And yes, no one told me this will be simple. In fact, recall distinctly lamenting to Rach that this is the exact reason why am still in the same job. Repeating the same stories to the prada-clad folks is extremely tiresome. Am pretty certain they too…
Pesce d’Aprile
Transitioned into my 5th year anniversary with the company yesterday. Recall distinctly the night I signed the employment agreement. Was called into the room and JJ emotionlessly tossed the paperwork at me. Had only been working as a contract staff for close to three months, though was earlier promised a permanent position, had not held…
Write it off
Am a cold person. Even if not cold, am not naturally warm. Would very much like to attribute the trait to some childhood trauma. Quite ironically, memory is not my strength and cannot make up a decent excuse for me being, so cold. Akane is coming to town. The last time we met was in…