Am a cold person. Even if not cold, am not naturally warm. Would very much like to attribute the trait to some childhood trauma. Quite ironically, memory is not my strength and cannot make up a decent excuse for me being, so cold.
Akane is coming to town. The last time we met was in 2002, in sulk-worthy Notts. Am not sure how it will turn out. Looking at my track record of being a good host, am almost certain it is not going to be as memorable as tourists would like it be. Now, feel bad for Lily and Lea. They had to suffer under this cold boring host. Since 2008 began 3 months ago, gave myself a goal of being a more easygoing (least outwardly) person. Fingers crossed. Do miss her much, perhaps this will help.
People say there are difficult things to do and there are good things that you do . Easy is not part of grown-up life. Profound but bleak. Bleak yet chokingly agreeable. Being nice and warm is difficult, but know it is good for me. Good for people around me too, so.
Maybe will pick up a hobby. A sport perhaps. Archery, kite-surfing, or bowl again. If that will just rid the itch on my feet. Give me that break!
° march’s gone