As she leaned towards his longing face with a sigh, and whispered ‘I love you’, my feet touched the floor as hers did. We ran together in the direction away from what had appeared to be reality.
It’s not the first time that am watching the movie. And it only hit me now. It hit me in the oddest way, in the least expected spot – my gut. It dropped so far into the center of the earth that am still in shock. The memories are not gushing in, do not expect it to. However, the emotions are too plain real, so real that I know, for a long time, it will not let me off.
Sometimes the feeling is fear, sometimes it is only the memory of the emotions that are hitting back so hard for so long.
Am at the crossroad (how cliche!) where both life and work are not going anywhere. Perhaps that’s why had felt what I felt from watching that 3 seconds, and experiencing the 5 months all over again. Too hard, for now, it is too hard.
° dance as i do in spanglish