When Sorencia published her blessings post 11 months ago, went through the list as part of my heart muscles clenched.
Am I blessed? Generally do believe in the concept. Though there are days when I still think about my natural/accidental passing, how the process would be, and how people will cope thereafter. It is comforting that do know how to not let my thoughts overcome my daily functions. Most of the times, that is.
As with most years, cannot remember if the year has been good or just plain. Made some nip/tuck to the lifestyle. Probably insufficient but enough to keep the momentum going. And perhaps it is age – am definitely more thankful of what I have and what I know, compared to 5-6 years before. But you know how some tea will grow a layer of membrane if left out for too long? The skimming process is 2009. 2010 will be the first year when would consciously try to stop the membrane from forming again.
She has not written for a year. Hope she is doing much better and has since left the blog behind.
° one of those days