What do you think?
Not certain. Lately been unsure about many people and events. To the point of debilitating, not yet but it is driving frustration throughout. Tend to overuse “perhaps”. Can it be a way to control life situations without having real power? Likely to cast a sense of doubt and thus provide self an excuse when things fall apart or be unexpected.
Is it time yet?
Deep breaths. Notice that have been taking long mental breaks to calm down. If only they were panic attacks, will have a legitimate reason to take a time out. Looking at the distant horizon, does it make it easier to slow down? Find myself counting forward and back as if it will then make fewer spins and thus allow me to catch up.
Does it always have to be the same?
In black. This singular color made me look especially ghastly with jet black crown. Even with a new hair dye, life has not been doing much different, unlike what happens in American sitcoms. Am not seeking sleekness nor ease. The pale skin shines like a pearl and during the brief day, it seals within an armored sense of confidence.
Did you see that coming?
Seeking signs. Little things do get to me though am experienced enough to know not to let it show. Water under the bridge, they say, I grab and cling onto the very last eye flicker. Not a great gift to have, intuition gives away the game plan so early in the schedule that it makes you wonder why. Can only hope it is not a sign of immaturity and snide when holding dear to the first impressions and occasion bodily behaviors.
° not being irrelevant